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He left me completely broken a little over a year ago. Not because I loved him and he broke my heart. But because he made me feel worthless and he picked on all my insecurities. I never felt good enough with him. It took me a long time to build myself back together. And then I was finally so strong and I was proud of who I was. But then I met this new guy a month ago. And I let him in. I let him see me for who I was. I loved him and he broke my heart. He made me feel so beautiful and cared for. I always felt like enough. And now he’s gone and I’m completely shattered. All the pieces of me are scattered everywhere and I’m scrambling to pick them up. I feel so lost. I don’t know where to go anymore. I was so strong and now I feel so weak. I hate it. I miss who I was. I miss how strong I was and how happy I was. He ruined that, he took that away from me. And that’s something I’m never going to be able to forget.