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Why doesn’t anyone love me the way he loves her? What am I doing wrong? I have to missing something. I thought I’ve been doing everything right. I thought…I just thought someone would love me. But no one has loved me, no one ever does. What don’t I have? Please, someone tell me. When is it going to be my turn? It’s never my turn, and when I think it is. When I actually think it is, I get smacked into reality. I remember that no one has loved me and no one will so why would it change anything. It’s never my turn, why? Why? I sound so stupid and needy and like I obsess over needing a relationship but I’m so happy and content and I’ve been so satisfied with being single. I’m ready to be with someone, I’m ready to fall in love. I’m ready to give myself to someone. I’m ready for someone to be with me. I’m ready for someone to fall in love with me. I’m ready for someone to give themselves to me. I’m ready. But no one else is. Life isn’t ready. Love isn’t ready. Whoever he is, he must not be ready either. It’s just not fair. It’s not fair. Someone love me. Someone please love me. Love me and stay with me. Want me and show me. Need me and break without me. Just love me, that’s what I want. I want it so bad. I want someone to fill that gap in my life. In ready to make time for someone. I’m ready to open up to someone. I’m ready to create memories with someone. Am I ready too late? Am I ready too early? Am I always gonna be ready and it never be on time? Please find me and love me. Let me love you. Let me make you happy. Let me support you constantly. Let me shower you in kisses. Let me beg you to stay an extra 10 minutes. Let me convince you to sneak out with me. Let me be the best thing in your life, I’ll let you be the best thing in mine. Someone tell me what I’m doing wrong. I have to be doing something wrong. What’s wrong with me? Why am I unloveable?