fateI feel like for some reason whenever I try to get close to you or let you know how I feel about you, 
that something comes in between. And I just would like to know why for some reason fate doesn't want us together. 
It just makes me feel like I'm not good enough and that my best isn't good enough, and I'm so sorry for that. 
I just want to apologize to you for failing so bad.  I mean I guess I need to do better next time.
 I mean, you have no idea how badly I would do anything to just be in your arms.
 To just feel loved.
 To just forget that everything's not okay. But what's worse is I don't know if you love me like I love you.
 Or if you need me like I need you. Or if you want me like I want you. 
All I do know is that I'm not going to stop trying to be with you,
 I just want to feel what it's like to be in your arms at least once.
 That's all I'm asking. And if fate can hear me right now, then please let that happen.
 Please, why do you keep preventing it? The best you could do is give me a reason. 
The thing that kills a person most is never having a reason. Almost as if someone cheated on me,
 at least tell me why? Or if someone broke up with me, at least tell me why? I just would like to know why.
 Because honestly it's just tearing me apart and I don't know how long I can take it. It's just getting all too much.