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I’m sorry you fell for me.

I feel so bad that you did actually.

If you were to fall for me years ago things would be different but you didn’t.

You came into my life when love meant nothing to me, when love was just shit to me.

So of course I’ve treated you like you meant nothing to me, as if you were just shit to me.

And I tried, I’ve tried to convince myself that you aren’t him.

You won’t treat me the way he did, that your intentions aren’t his.

But I can’t. I just can’t believe it.

And because of that, I didn’t give you a chance.

I pushed the only good thing for me away.

And I know I’ll hate myself for it but I just can’t.

I can’t give you the opportunity to hurt me, I can’t be made a fool again.

I hate looking like a fool. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.

You deserve better, not me.

I promise there is a sweet and loving girl deep inside of me, but she can’t crawl out cause she’s too scared she’ll get cut on her broken edges.

This is all my fault, I’m sorry.

The only thing I’ve ever been good at, is protecting myself and I’m sorry if that makes you my casualty.✨