And can’t you see that I just don’t care anymore…
It’s because of you –
I stopped feeling,
I shut down from everyone –
Because of you.
I don’t care anymore.
I don’t care what people think,
I don’t care what people say,
I don’t care what I do,
I don’t care who I do,
I don’t care what my body does,
Or who sees it,
Or who touches it,
Or who mistreats it.
I don’t care.
All my morals before I met you –
They’re gone –
Because I’m not feeling.
So fuck it, right?
Does anything really matter if you don’t feel?
I’m lying more,
I’m going out to parties,
And I’m not thinking of the consequences.
I don’t give a shit about schoolwork,
Don’t give a shit about you,
And I don’t care if I’m mean,
And I don’t care if I’m heartless to people.
I don’t care.
I don’t care,
And it’s because of you.
You did this to me.
It’s all your fault,
But no –
It’s my fault,
Because I liked someone,
And I let you win.
I trusted you,
I convinced myself that…
“Hey, maybe someone’s not going to hurt you,
that everything‘s gonna be fine”
And look where I am…
I’m back to when that other guy screwed me over,
And from there I’m back to the other guy who screwed me over,
And the other one,
And the other one,
And now you.
So, it’s my fault –
Because I let down my walls.
But now I have shut down from you –
and anyone else.
I will never forget that you were the one who did this to me.
I don’t care anymore.