I just wanted to mean something to you
Like actually mean something
Not be something temporary
That you can hold for a minute
And then throw away within a second
I wanted you to actually care
And to actually mean all the things you said
Not to just pretend
And read off of your script
But everything was fake
Fake fake fake
And that’s what I need to keep telling myself
You weren’t capable of loving me
I don’t think anyone is capable of loving me
Only I can love me
Everyone else thinks they can
Then says I deserve better
And leave
Step up and be better next time
Or don’t come at all