“You don’t care
You don’t care
You never did
And you never will”
I need to keep reminding myself this
So I don’t fall back
So I don’t keep making up excuses
So I don’t stop myself from moving on
I need to accept the truth
I need to accept who you really are
I need to accept that the person I’m in love with doesn’t exist
But why as I’m typing this
I wanna make a “but”
I wanna make an excuse for you
I wanna make a “what if”
I wanna get my hopes up
I wanna wait for something that’ll never come
I thought I was fine
But I’m not
I will be
But right now
I’m not okay